I need to discipline myself to get certain things done. There is a build-up of impatience where I think I have waited long enough and now it's time for God to do something in my life. My problem is that I want to subject God to my timetable. "Come on God, it's time for you to do something!" I have not learned to wait upon God. I haven't learned anything it seems from the life of Joseph or even the Lord Jesus Christ. I am growing discontent with this state that I am in and want change so bad that I am getting off track spiritually.